3 Men and a Lady...Ü

As the old saying goes, "when it rains, it pours...."

Siguro nga, totoo na pag hindi mo sila pinansin, sila ang magpapapansin. Siguro nga, chaka lang nila marerealize how I was once important in their lives pag hindi na ko nagparamdam.

Tatlo sila. Bigla na lang akong pinapansin. And, it would be hypocritical to say that I don't enjoy the attention.Ü

#1 - "Just a thought...I never realized how much I missed you until I saw you. I'm looking forward to seeing you again, not for business."

#2 - "I'm looking forward to seeing you again...I really hope there is a next time. You make my time off duty worthwhile."

#3 - "Game?"

Hearing different things from different people made me realize that I do act differently with these different men. With #1, I'm the hopeless-romantic-tanga-type. All out ako sa kanya eh. With #2, I'm the hard-to-get-type of girl. He has to consistently be there whenever he can (which is not all the time since he's a doctor), or at least reassure me that he wants to be with me when he wants to. And, surprisingly, I can say no or make up reasons to give him the idea that I'm a very busy woman with a lot of options as to who to go out with. With #3, I'm the bitch who just cares about physical gratification.

The major realization of all is, I need them too. I am needy. And I have not met the man who has all 3 personalities. And without them, without all the complications, I feel empty.