Some Good Things Never Last

I'm not even sure if it was ever a good thing. You know, me and sweet. But, starting this morning, specifically 9:15am, I have decided to let this so-called relationship take it's natural death. If it's bound to die, which I know it is, then I can't do anything about it. Well, I tried. Everyone knows I tried so hard. And so, after what happened and what I heard last Sunday, natanggal rin ang helmet ko. Sana.

I'm hoping that I can stop myself from texting him and making plans for him to see me. Nakakasawa na rin...After a year and six months, I finally felt embarrassed about the fact that I have turned into someone dependent on him for my happiness. I finally grew tired of asking him to make time for me. I finally realized that there are other people who can give me genuine love, rather than fake love from him.

And so, I went out and met up with Paan for coffee. Yes, nanlibre po ako dahil depressed. At binalak ko pang ilibre si Jean for movie but she's unavailable. I bought a book as well! Yes Teza, investment to.Ü It's "The Museum at Purgatory" by Nick Bantock.

I will bury myself with work and books from now on. Not to mention go out with real friends. And by the way, I'm going to Kota Kinabalu on June 30 with Nick. I'm so looking forward to this Nick!!!Ü