Take 5

It's been 5 days since the last time we communicated...It may be that I'm just too busy to notice, or I'm enjoying this tiis-game...

Or, I could already be reviewing my options...

Let's hope I finally came to my senses.

Da Vinci Code

I saw Da Vinci Code last Monday. There were a lot of things that were not at par with the book. But I still find it nice.Ü Who did I watch it with? Officemates. Hindi siya available eh...And this became an issue again...haay.

Some Good Things Never Last

I'm not even sure if it was ever a good thing. You know, me and sweet. But, starting this morning, specifically 9:15am, I have decided to let this so-called relationship take it's natural death. If it's bound to die, which I know it is, then I can't do anything about it. Well, I tried. Everyone knows I tried so hard. And so, after what happened and what I heard last Sunday, natanggal rin ang helmet ko. Sana.

I'm hoping that I can stop myself from texting him and making plans for him to see me. Nakakasawa na rin...After a year and six months, I finally felt embarrassed about the fact that I have turned into someone dependent on him for my happiness. I finally grew tired of asking him to make time for me. I finally realized that there are other people who can give me genuine love, rather than fake love from him.

And so, I went out and met up with Paan for coffee. Yes, nanlibre po ako dahil depressed. At binalak ko pang ilibre si Jean for movie but she's unavailable. I bought a book as well! Yes Teza, investment to.Ü It's "The Museum at Purgatory" by Nick Bantock.

I will bury myself with work and books from now on. Not to mention go out with real friends. And by the way, I'm going to Kota Kinabalu on June 30 with Nick. I'm so looking forward to this Nick!!!Ü

ATTENTION!!!

Fabfriends,

Tell me we're going back here!!!!!!






Miss you guys!

Sunday Night Out

Last Sunday, we had a celebration at Masas for Lod's birthday. We just had cofee, dinner, and lots of chika.Ü

I miss hanging out with FabFriends.

We should do this more often!

Just a thought...

I. SO. WANT. TO. GO. OUT. OF. THE. COUNTRY. AGAIN.

SwEeTiE LoD!

HaPpY BiRtHdAy My DeAr!!!

OOOPS....WE Did It Again...

YES. Afer 5 long months of playing the TIIS GAME with this man, and coming to the conclusion that nothing is EVER to happen between us anymore when it comes to that department, I was shocked (and glad) that he took the initiative to talk about it, and "convince" me to give in -- AGAIN. And I did -- AGAIN.

He mentioned that these kinds of things don't happen as frequently as we want to for the past months because of 2 reasons. One, we both don't have the time. Two, he FEELS that I have someone else (or maybe more), to spend "quality time" with.

On my end, I just told him that the ONLY reason it's not happening between us is because there is someone else on his end that fulfills this need. I don't think I'd believe that a man can last 5 MONTHS without it. But then, he refuses to admit this, and decides to hold on to his opinion that it is me that's being naughty.

It wasn't a good conversation WHILE in the middle of something that's supposed to be "intimate", right? Well, there is truth in what he said -- that I was being naughty. However, it is only naughty when we're talking about the reputation I might have among other men. It is not a naughty act against him -- because technically, I am free to do whatever I want with anyone I deem respectable.

"Hindi naman ako magagalit eh". Dapat lang. Pero hindi rin nya dapat malaman ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko sa likod nya. Only because "it's personal", and not because he might not like the idea.

Honestly, I can say that after spending the entire Wednesday with him, he became sweeter and more open. Na-corner ko kasi sha to converse with me as mature individuals (which rarely happens).=)

Hence, IT WAS AN EXPERIENCE --- Both the conversation and what happened in between...

Thoughts on Malaysia...

Karen is literally forcing me to go to KL in 2 months!!! I so wanna go....but I don't have the budget...=(




What else is there to see in KL aside from the Petronas Towers? Hmmm....Got to ask around!Ü

In less than 2 weeks, FabFriends might go to Bamboo Cove again...I can't wait to feel the sand on my toes again!

Second Half of April

I talked about the first half of April. For the second half, it flew so fast that I barely remember what's been happening. All I know is that I have not gone out of the country, or out of town. I've been watching movies. I've seen the following...



I have yet to see "The Wild" and "Silent Hill", before "MI3" and "Da Vinci Code" starts! I'll probably buy DVDs. No time to watch. No one to watch it with.=(

Right now, I'm at Jed's place. Nakikigamit lang ng internet. Bored at home kasi. Sakit na mata ko kakabasa. Anyway, I'll be home in a while.

Top 10 Bushisms

The Stupidest Things President George W. Bush Has Ever Said

10) "Families is where our nation finds hope, where wings take dream." —LaCrosse, Wis., Oct. 18, 2000

9) "I know how hard it is for you to put food on your family." —Greater Nashua, N.H., Jan. 27, 2000

8) "I hear there's rumors on the Internets that we're going to have a draft." —second presidential debate, St. Louis, Mo., Oct. 8, 2004

7) "You work three jobs? … Uniquely American, isn't it? I mean, that is fantastic that you're doing that." —to a divorced mother of three, Omaha, Nebraska, Feb. 4, 2005

6) "Too many good docs are getting out of the business. Too many OB-GYNs aren't able to practice their love with women all across this country." —Poplar Bluff, Mo., Sept. 6, 2004

5) "There's an old saying in Tennessee — I know it's in Texas, probably in Tennessee — that says, fool me once, shame on — shame on you. Fool me — you can't get fooled again." —Nashville, Tenn., Sept. 17, 2002

4) "I know the human being and fish can coexist peacefully." —Saginaw, Mich., Sept. 29, 2000

3) "They misunderestimated me." —Bentonville, Ark., Nov. 6, 2000

2) "Rarely is the questioned asked: Is our children learning?" —Florence, S.C., Jan. 11, 2000

1) "Our enemies are innovative and resourceful, and so are we. They never stop thinking about new ways to harm our country and our people, and neither do we." —Washington, D.C., Aug. 5, 2004

MoViEs GaLoRe!!!

Got this from Nicky...
Create your own Movie List @ HotFreeLayouts!
Number the movies you have seen. If the number is over seventy, you watch too many movies. Here we go...

( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Saw
( 1) White Noise
( 2) White Oleander
( 3) Anger Management
( 4) 50 First Dates
( 5) Jason X
( 6) Scream
( 7) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( 8) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( 9) American Pie
(10) American Pie 2
(11) American Wedding
(12) Harry Potter
(13) Harry Potter 2
(14) Harry Potter 3
(15) Tomb Raider
(16) Resident Evil
(17) Resident Evil 2
(18) The Wedding Singer
(19) Little Black Book
(20) The Italian Job
(21) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(22) Lilo & Stitch
(23) Finding Nemo
(24) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(25) Signs
(26) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(27) White Chicks
(28) Butterfly Effect
(29) Thirteen going on 30
(30) I, Robot
(31) Dodgeball
(32) Universal Soldier
(33) Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events
(34) Bridget Jones Diary
(35) Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason
(36) Along Came a Spider
(37) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(38) Never Been Kissed
(39) Meet The Parents
(40) Meet The Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
(41) A Cinderella Story
(42) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(43) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(43) Final Destination
(44) Final Destination 2
(45) Amityville Horror (Original)
( ) Halloween
(46) The Ring
(47) The Ring 2
(48) Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(49) Practical Magic
(50) Chicago
( ) Idle Hands
( ) Ghost Ship
(51) Hellboy
(52) Secret Window
(53) I Am Sam
(54) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
(55) The Day After Tomorrow
(56) Child's Play
(57) Bride of Chucky
(58) Ten Things I Hate About You
(59) Just Married
(60) Gothika
(61) A Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(62) Bad Boys
(63) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
(64) Ocean's Eleven
(65) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Sin City
(66) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(67) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(68) Alien Vs. Predator
(69) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(70) ET
(71) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
(72) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(73) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(74) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Being John Malkovich
( ) High Fidelity
(75) Sideways
( ) Finding Julia
( ) Maria Full of Grace
(76) Mars Attack
( ) Without a Paddle
( ) Milk Money
(77) Event Horizon
(78) Ever After
(79) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(80) X-men
(81) X-men 2
(82) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(83) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
(84) Freaky Friday
(85) Reign of Fire
(86) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) Cruel Intentions 3
(87) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
( ) Ray
(88) The Notebook
(89) K-Pax
(90) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(91) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(92) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(93)A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(94) Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind
(95) Hitch
( ) Back Door Sluts 9
(96) The Fifth Element
(97) Star Wars Episode I
(98) Star Wars Episode II
(99) Star Wars Episode III
(100) Star Wars Episode IV
(101) Star Wars Episode V
(102) Star Wars Episode VI
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming With Sharks
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(103) Sound of music
(104) The Parent Trap
( ) The Burbs
( ) SLC Punk
(105) Meet Joe Black
(106) Wild Things
( ) Clockwork Orange
( ) The Order
(107) Spider-man
(108) Spider-man 2
(109) Amelie
(110) Mean Girls
(111) Shrek
(112) Shrek 2
(113) The Incredibles
(114) Collateral
( ) The Fast and the Furious
( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
(115) Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
(116) Closer
(117) The Sixth Sense
(118) Artificial Intelligence
(119) Love Actually
(120) Shutter
(121) Ella Enchanted
(122) Princess Diaries 1
( ) Princess Diaries 2
( ) The Graduate
( ) Constantine
( ) Million Dollar Baby
( ) Mallrats
( ) Party Monster
( ) Detroit Rock City
( ) The Goonies
(123) Y Tu Mama Tambien
( ) Pulp Fiction
( ) Wet Hot American Summer
( ) Crash
( ) Empire Records
(124) Notting Hill
(125) Pretty Woman
(126) Pirates of the Caribbean

I'm sure I've seen more than 126 movies. There are a lot that's not on the list.Ü Yes. I watch A LOT of movies.Ü