From a friend's blog...

I find this nice Nick. You never cease to amaze me with your writing...

"Sometimes I look at the things I've done,
the habits I've formed,
the belief structure I've developed

and I begin to wonder who I've become.
It scares me to think I am not who I want to be.

However, there are days when I got things right on track.
I have to start counting those days.
They have to be 'more often than not' instead of 'few and far between'."