2.27.2006
2.22.2006
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So how did I celebrate my day? Simple. I watched a movie with him after his shift (we were suppose to go to Eurostar, but it opens at 5pm), spent a few hours of me-time at CoffeeBean, then had dinner with him at Krocodile.

I was a bit frustrated though...Let's just say that I wanted something else, or was expecting something more, but I didn't get it..."kain muna tayo tapos pag-usapan natin"...Ang masasabi ko lang, there are some things that are not worth talking about. There are some things that JUST happen. Dineretso ko na nga sha about what I want, and still I get that message...Hindi pa rin ba ako pwedeng ipamper kahit birthday ko? Guess not.
Buti na lang I'm flying to Macau tomorrow!
2.20.2006
My Sweetness...
I don't know how it all started AGAIN, but something tells me, we are in some ways, back to "something like the way we were"...
J: i cant make any promises
J: dats why i cant say anything
R: bkt naman ganun?
R: last wk pa ko nagsabi....kala ko gagawan mo ng paraan...
R: nalungkot na ko....
J: basta gagawan ko ng paraan
J: pero i cant guarantee it though
R: nalulungkot naman ako...kasi i'm really determined to spend that day with you...
J: we will see
J: and ill make a way
J: i do wanna spend time with you....
R: ok...
J: gtg na sweet
J: bye
J: mwah!
R: tc sweet
R: bye!
Haay....Siya pa rin talaga ang "sweet ng buhay ko"...and I am to him...Ü
2.18.2006
Our TRYST.
TRYST, as defined, is an agreement between lovers to meet at a certain time and place...
We may not be meant for this time and place, so we agreed to meet somewhere else in the future.
Here's ours:
Day: February 22, 2016
Time: 6:00 PM
Where: CBTL, GB3 (or whatever that place will be 10 years from now)
Who knows, we might end up together in 10 years time...Ü
A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime.
"When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away, and sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on.
When people come into your life for a SEASON it's because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you’ve never known, or make you do things you’ve never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real -- But, only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and area of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.”
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether it is for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. The moments were deeply moving, touching, irreplaceable."
Shooting Stars
I was chatting with a good friend of mine earlier, after a while of silence. Silence set in because of a lot of reasons: I left the company, I was busy with my job, AND he didn't like the idea of me going our with him (like everyone else). And so here are a few lines from the long conversation we had as I was defending my so-called relationship. He has a lot of reasons to hate the relationship I went through, but primarily because he simply...hated him from the beginning:
Good Friend: well maybe he was serious for a moment
Good Friend: at mejo fickle lang sha talaga
Good Friend: kasi i have a hard time believing that that was all it was
Good Friend: kung ganon katagal?
Me: fickle?
Me: are women mere items from a convenient store???
Me: you get fickle-minded with things to buy, things to wear, places to go....
Me: ...but not people to love.
Good Friend: hala
Good Friend: drama
Good Friend: natawa ko dun!:D
Me: hehe
He ate his words, and I ate mine, as we processed conversations and instances I've had with the controversial boy. He ended up defending men and their "swaying emotions", their ability to "swing back" to stage one when they fall "out of love", and their tendencies to be "overwhelmed with possibilities" when a new girl comes along, ...Never realizing that the "new one" might still not be Her, and they end being with the "old one" for reasons they themselves do not understand.
Why do we not understand in the first place? Because we thought it was love, and it wasn't. It was just infatuation...The feeling of belongingness, of being wanted. We enjoy this feeling of contentment that we don't want to let go of it because we think it to be real. Because it was magical and wonderful in the beginning, but not for a lifetime...
This feeling they call infatuation that people often confuse with love..."They are shooting stars...A spectacular moment of light in the heavens; a fleeting glimpse of eternity...and in a flash, they're gone."
2.17.2006
As I'm Leaving...
...I get this:
Ms. Rei,
Please be informed that you have unliquidated cash advance TCA# 03289, amounting to PHP 10,475.00, if you have not settled the said amount to Accounting Department, it would be deducted from your final pay. Please advise us or coordinate with Melanie or Christopher Loc. 213/210.
Thank You.
-- What on Earth is this??? They had better explain what this crap is about! SOON!
2.15.2006
SWEET Nothings on V-Day.
This conversation made my day...
HiM: happy hearts day
HeR: :-* (kiss)
HeR: >:D< (hug)
HiM: hugz and kissez
HeR: Hugs, Kisses n Love my Irreplaceable Sweet...kaw lang yan, regardless of who comes into my life next.:)
HiM: ganon
HiM: my talk about next life na ngayon?
HeR: baka sa 2010 pa ang next!
HeR: :D
HeR: wag naman sana no...d na ko pretty non:)
HiM: hehehe
HiM: so r u saying u should start early?
HeR: in?
HeR: searching?
HeR: i dont search. i wait.;)(wink)
HiM: ah ok
HeR: oh well, i shall go home and ponder about Single Awareness Day
HiM: ok enjoy
HiM: and, ikaw lang ang sweet ng buhay ko
HiM: mwah!!!!
HeR: aaw...
HeR: u made my Heart's day...:)
HiM: ü
Trip Planning and Euro Star!
Last Saturday was a busy day for the FabFriends. We started our day by meeting up at Starbucks PSC for Trip Planning. I presented the calendar I created, and we asked everyone who can join what.



After the so-called "Trip Planning"/"Team Building" of the group, we went straight to Megatrade for the Travel Fare. Super wala pa akong tulog, and I didn't realize that we would be spending the entire day there scouting for cheap flights going anywhere!



We had our lunch at Superbowl Megastrip, and discussed further which places we would like to see. There are a lot of changes in our plans. One of which is the trip to Cebu-Bohol. Instead of going local, we decided to fly to Macau on the 23rd.Ü Post-celebration ng birthday ko to! Jean, sorry...Biglaan ang plan. We realized that since we are spending the same amount of money, why noy go international? Matatatakan pa passport namin.Ü kuha na kasi ikaw passport! Why Macau? Because it's the only destination that TigerAirways is offering for only $55 -- round trip!Ü Another change is the plan for April. Instead of Boracay, we might go to Kota Kinabalu. Cheap lang din ang fare, so why not? Of course this will depend on the leaves that people will file, or in my case, if I do have the chance to file for leave (kahit unpaid). Bahala na sa next plans...Basta excited na ko for Macau!
After lunch, we went back to the Travel Fare and booked our flight. We got our tickets via email yesterday. Hotel na lang ang problem...
Going home, Elaine decided to get her hair and nails done. So, for more scouting of cheap parlors, she ended up at Index Salon Merville. I swear. Super barya ang presyo! Before, I got my hair colored with hot oil pa, for only Php250! Kaya lang wala ng promo ngayon. But it's still cheap: hair color for Php600 and manicure/pedicure for Php100.Ü I went home to take a shower and get ready for EuroStar while she spent her time at the parlor.
Shempre, as expected, late na ang meeting time for EuroStar. We were suppose to meet by 8pm, which became 10pm. Actually, kami lang ni Elaine ang 10pm. The others came in later than that. Jan2 wasn't able to follow because of the heavy traffic caused by Lovapalooza in BayWalk.
It was fun! There are 6 must-rides:
Ranger - for an experience to be held up in 360 degrees position for around 10 seconds; parang Anchors Away -- only better!
FerrisWheel - to see the carnival in bird's eyeview
Booster - ummm...di ko ma-describe...kakahilo coz of the lights and the fast-phased-walang-direction na ikot-ikot
Joker - ANG TAAS!!! Ang saya! Ang bilis rin kaya pila agad after 1 round!
Log Jam - I don't know what EuroStar call it, but it has the same concept; yun nga lang, mas basa ka because of how it was structured. Basta, we didn't ride this coz kadiri mga itsura nung mga bumababa.
Flipper - Nakaka-flip lang talaga ang Flipper! And we strongly recommend that you ride this first (heheÜ)!
Below are the pix:








We had a fulfilling day (LeFabFriends pa!), and we accomplished a lot. Ok lang bangag, basta enjoy.Ü
2.14.2006
Totally Disheartening on Heart's Day.
I don't have salary anymore -- and NOBODY even bothered to explain this to me.
I'm leaving this company in a few days -- and NOBODY bothers to give me an exit interview.
Someone's "preparing" my way out -- and HE is the HR Manager.
I know HE has good intentions for "preparing" my last pay, but it did not, and it will NEVER, have a good effect on me since HE IS NOT TALKING TO ME IN ANY FORM. why on earth are you the HR Manager when you don't have ANY attempts to keep me the moment you heard I was leaving? Why aren't you bothering to inform me about the policies of last pays? WHY???
BECAUSE HE WANTS ME OUT.
Well, F**K you all.
Fearless with him.
Jan and I watched Fearless last night at G4. Nice film by Jet Li. Galing pa rin ng fight scenes.Ü
After the movie, we went straight to Icebergs for ice cream of course. We weren't in the mood for dinner. It was nice catching up (as if we don't talk everyday). It has been a while since the last time we saw a movie together.
It's a pre-Valentine's day thing. Whatever.
The confusing part before the night ended: The Smack.
Here we go again...
2.11.2006
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
![]() You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
Elizabethtown
I have been going home early, well, not really home as in my house, but someone else's house to watch dvds. Jed and I watched Zathura the other day, and Elizabethown yesterday.
Here are a few of the still shots from the movie:








It is a movie about big failures, how to handle them, and moving on after you've almost given up on life.
"Sometimes the road ahead is paved with anything but good intentions."
What time of day are you?

Twilight...
You are that type of person that seem to always have a magical feel to them. The one that finds themself at peace when the lights are not totally off and it's not all the way dark. You are a Hopeless romantic at time.. Also you most likely have a feel for the paranormal or some supernatural thing. You are known as a dreamer and day dreamer and most likely find yourself in troble a lot because of it. But you don't care because you'll just go meditate on it and everything in the world will once more be at peace..
Your Quote is...
Sweet is the dream, divinely sweet, when absent souls in fancy meet. -Sir Thomas More
What time of day are you? (with Beautiful Pics!)
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Your Job Dissatisfaction Level
| Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 46% |
![]() Well, you don't have the worst job in the world, but it's not great. And don't worry, you're not the problem - your company is. Start looking around for another job, even if you're not totally fed up. Because in time, you're going to be dying to quit! |
2.10.2006
The Name: Jan.
I've had a couple of men in my life, and three of them have the same name. JAN.
The first Jan I knew was Jan Patric. He was my second "boyfriend", and bestfriend of my first. Goodness. Ano kayang mga sinasabi nila kung mag-uusap ulit sila ngayon. Second Jan is Jose Antonio (if I remember it correctly). He was my prom date, and good friend of my cousin Jimmy. The latest Jan is Jan Johnson. Ang laman ng blog ko lately.
I decided to write something because I was just chatting with Jan the second earlier. Like I've mentioned, he was my prom date. We chatted for hours since we're talking about years of catching up. Well, we're not really close friends, but hey, he's part of my list of people I'll never forget.
After 11 years, we met each other again at my cousin's wedding. Both of us were part of the secondary sponsors. We got to talk a bit during the practice, but since I was assigned to assist guests, and I had to sit with my relatives, we didn't get the chance to talk. Good thing we exchanged numbers and YM IDs.
We talked about everything that came in mind: work, HS life, what we really want to do with our lives, relationships, etc.
We plan to see each other soon. And since I'll be "vacationing" for a few weeks and he has his own business, it won't be difficult for us to make plans.Ü
See you soon my friend!
2.09.2006
Wise Words from an Attached Friend.
"Each time you begin seeing someone, you create something new. So while you're single, cultivate ideas on what you'd like your next relationship to be like -- that way, you'll be ready when it's time."
How will you be defined in the dictionary?
Reilyn -- [noun]: A person with a sixth sense for detecting the presence of goblins (Cool!)
Rei -- [noun]: A level headed person who always makes the wrong decision (Ouch!!!)
DVDs, Ice Cream House and PlazaFair
Jean and I met fo coffee at McDonald's Makati Cinema Square. Unfortunately for her, she doesn't know where this is, and relied to the ever-masungit cab driver who dropped her off behind McDonald's.
Beside McDo is PlazaFair...I was sharing with Jean that before, my mom used to have GCs given to her for this mall, and since sayang, we would go in and see if we find anything worth buying. I always get this weird feeling when I'm inside the mall...Parang naaalala mo lahat ng worries mo...Basta. Weird. Ayoko naman i-try to go inside again dahil baka I'd have the same feeling...and it's one that I don't like.
And so, after breakfast, we headed to the basement of Makati Cinema Square a litte after 10am. I got the following DVDs:





I've seen Sky High and Flight Plan but still want to own a copy, and missed Zathura because movie buddy watched it with someone else.=( Elizabethtown isn't showing yet, and Transamerica? I just saw it in a friend's blog.Ü
After purchasing DVDs, we looked for cheap finds arond the mall, and this is when Jean saw the Ice Cream House. Super luma na to the extent that some of the letters are not lit up anymore. Jean took a picture of the place for some reason. Does it bring back memories, Jean?Ü
When we felt that there isn't any purpose hanging out in this square na, we went to the mall to check out shoes and clothes.Luckily we did not end up buying anything. The grocery was where we bought stuff. Narealize namin na mahirap pala magkapamilya na maraming pakakainin.Ü And this ended our day together.
Love daw...
Love comes not from the brain, but from the heart. It has no reason nor cause.
Love is always a surprise. It hits you at the most unexpected time, place, person and situation.
Never love because of need, but because of want.
True love is a rare gift, thus when found, treasure it.
Love is never about playing it safe, it's about risks.
The perfect person does not exist, there are only people perfect for each other.
There will always come a time that we have to stop loving someone not because the person started hating us, but because we ran out of reasons to fight for what we feel inside.
Keep a piece of your heart for yourself.
When love fails, cry but learn how to stop, pick yourself up and move on.
Learn to accept the fact that while some good things never last, some don't even start...
2.08.2006
Your Love Life Secrets Are
| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
![]() Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. |
Itchy Feet!
Rule #1: You have to be financially equipped.
Rule #2: You have to put your heart and soul in all the planning sessions (meaning, speak up when asked where you want to go!).
Rule #3: You have to be there when you say you will.
Rule #4: You have to be prepared to see the world alone when nobody can be there with you.
Rule #5: NO WEEKEND IS LEFT TO BE SPENT AT HOME.
Here are some of the rules I've set for myself this year. The Cirle of fabulous Friends have planned out the entire year (well, almost) as to where we will spent our weekends:
March 2-6: Cebu/Bohol
March 15-24: Singapore/Vietnam
March 30-April 4: Malaysia/Thailand
April 28-May 1: Boracay
May 18-22: Vigan/Pagudpod
August: Beijing/HongKong
June ang July will probably be in Davao, or somewhere out of the country. We've been listing down a lot of places that we'd like to see that it seems as though there aren't enough weekends!
No plans yet (no definite places, I mean) as to where we'll spend the Ber months, but we'll definitely be somewhere or we break Rule #5!
Well, money has definitely be on it's way!Ü
Bamboo Cove Take 2!
Mommy A, Elaine, Bambi and I went to Bamboo Cove again (first time for Bambi) last weekend (Feb. 4-5). It wasn't as fun as LeFab's first time since it was too windy. Near death experience ang boat ride!!!
However, winner ang food! We got to eat crabs, and the chalenging ginataang kuhol.Ü Shempre pag mas konti peepz, mas bongga ang food. HeheÜ
I got to relax although I can't really swim because of the weather. Twas fun just hanging out in this area where "the river meets the sea"...Habang nakabilad nga lang kami, nagdrizzle! So mega-taranta kaming lahat na itago mga gadgets ni Elaine!Ü It didn't really rain. I guess that explains why we didn't have a smooth boat ride.
Our next stop: EuroStar Carnival!Ü
2.02.2006
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