A Good Week....Almost.
I started the week by watching Harry Potter again with sweet...It is a nice film so okay lang ulitin...with him pa.Ü
And then, come Wednesday, I had this nagging feeling that I want to absent myself from work...and so I did...I had coffee with Jean and Paan, and had lunch at Cafe Bola. After my date with my friends, sweet and I watched Prime:
It's a nice film...Feel-good na hindi...Eh pano naman, despite the fact that the girl was 14 years older than the guy, they still mananged to make the relationship work...they loved each other kasi. But, in the end, they had to part ways because of differing backgrounds and lifestyles. Bakit ganun no? Why do good things have to end? Why can't they last? Haay...
Thursday, we planned to see a movie again. Pero di natuloy because Chloe the poodle is sick. Pero shempre, sumundo pa sha ng gabi...at dito nagsimula ang gulo.
I was texting him, and he was replying, before 10pm (before I went to work). And so, I assumed that he can still call me up. But no. Nakakagulo na pala ako. In short, inaway na naman ako dahil nag-away sila. I heard those words again..."ano bang problema mo...", "ayoko na...", "let's stop this..."...
Why do I always have to be threathened that he's going to leave me when I fail to check my watch when I'm texting him? Why does he have to tell me that he wants to end this when I know that in a few days he'd have someone new to replace me? Why does he have to play with my emotions when I am asking for nothing in return? Why does he have to hurt me when the fact that I am with him and I know about his relationship is already a hurtful fact?
The weekend is approaching, and we were suppose to go to Batangas with my cousins...ano ng sagot nya ngayon? "BAHALA NA DAHIL I'M PISSED WITH YOU...How would we enjoy when I'm pissed with the only reason I'm going there?!"
Pucha. Sira ang mga plano dahil may unlimited load ako na pangtext.
I am beyond sad...devastated actually. And I need a new man!!! Sorry Jean. I guess pwede akong subject nung friend mong may thesis sa proposition na "It takes another man to forget the other one."
I'm wishing so hard that when I wake up tomorrow, I'd be able to move on...

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Some thoughts to reflect on:
Who knows what true loneliness is -- not the conventional word but the naked terror? To the lonely themselves it wears a mask. The most miserable outcast hugs some memory or some illusion. (Joseph Conrad)
The lonely one offers her hand too quickly to whomever she encounters. (Friedrich Nietszche)
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