9.30.2005
9.27.2005
Reruns...
"Sometimes, certain circumstances seem like a rerun of a silly TV show. Fortunately,
you can change the channel whenever you want. You can even turn it off altogether."
How I wish this was an easy thing to do...
It is never easy to change channels of a sily "TV show" whenever you want, especially when you're "watching" with someone...
| What Your Underwear Says About You |
![]() When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. |
| You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish |
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. |
| How You Are In Love |
![]() You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
9.26.2005
My weekend...
Saturday I had this lunch thing with my officemates. We had this Eat All You Can thing at Saisaki thinking it was only for 475.00. Lo and behold! It was 495.00!!! And so, we ended up paying for like 700.00 each. hassle! I don't pay that much for a meal for MYSELF!!!
Come evening, partypeepz had dinner to celebrate Odie and Jean birthday. Afterwhich we had coffee. And then Melvin met up with me at Starbucks Magallaness for a quick chat. When he dropped my off at home, we had a little reminiscing moment when he took a look at our Galera pictures.
Sunday, I slept almost the entire day, restlessly. Pano naman kasi tong si Sweetie, hindi nagtext nung gabi that he got home na, tapos hindi magising nung 430am, tapos deadma pa sa lahat ng calls and text ko the entire day! Malay ko ba if he's safe! Eh kung napatay na pala yun nung gabi?? Bad trip.
But, it's a good thing he wanted to see me that night. For movie, as always. We watched Perfect Catch. It was suppose to be a feel-good movie, pero na-emote ako. As in naiyak ako. "Think about this, you love the Sox, but did they ever love you back?" Yan ang line that made me think and weep. Sobrang overwhelming nung feeling ko ng pagkatanga...Habang nakapulupot sa kin yung taong mahal na mahal ko, I know that all that I'm feeling for him, he feels for her. I have come to the point wherein I'm hurting knowing he would never feel the same. That night I wanted to cal it quits, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. I feel so jaded and lost..I couldn't block the emotions that come flooding through...And so I ended up crying myself to sleep. Ano pa nga ba...Ang hindi mailabas, iniiyak na lang.
So there. That was my weekend. And now I'm in this boring shift: 2pm to 11pm.
9.21.2005
Frustrations
Lately I've been contemplating a lot about what's happening with my career, and life in general. I'm 26, and not getting any younger, and there are still a lot of things that I need and want, that I have not provided myself.
I want to have my own business: This happened, but only for a while.
I want to be an Operations Manager: This could have happened sooner if I was patient enough with West.
I want to own a car: Not enough savings to buy a brand new one.
I want to go to a different country this year: I went to China, but it was for work.
I want to own a condo unit and move out: Same problem with the car.
I can go on and on about the things that I want to own and accomplish, but those are the most important things I can think of right now that are accomplished by others of the same age.
It all boils down to one thing: I need to find a job that will pay me well to be able to have all these...
Frustrated lang ako kasi kaya ng iba.
Yun lang.
9.15.2005
Freakin' Cable Service
July 16 to July 31 ----- Does this look like a month's duration to you??? Pucha. DESTINY CABLE INTERNET SERVICE IS A SCAM. They told me that after installation, my first month would only be for P500. BUT, they charged me for P888, AND IT'S NOT EVEN FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH! DAMN!
PLUS, the next month's billing started Aug. 1 to Aug. 31, when it should have been Aug. 16 to Sept. 16!
NOW, they freakin' disconnected my line!!! Yes, I do not have internet once again because I am not getting any satisfaction speaking to their CS people. PLUS, it's not 24/7!
IMBYERNA!!!
9.13.2005
9.08.2005
Not in the Mood.
I am so not in the mood to do anything fruitful...
I don't feel like working...
I don't want to take freakin' escalated calls...
I don't wanna move at all.
I just wanna spend time at home and read.
Or watch a movie.
Or be with my sweetie.
Shit.
9.05.2005
Updates.
It's been weeks since I last updated my blog. I've been working graveyard shifts and it just drains the hell out of me. One more week and I'm back to normal schedule. THANK GOD.
So, what have I been doing? Aside from working, I still watch movies weekly. Ito lang naman ang kaligayahan namin ni sweetie eh.=) I've see the following movies: The Longest Yard, The Truth About Love, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, Sky High and The Cave.
Earlier today was the time I saw The Cave, before meeting up with partypeepez for dinner and a few drinks. We went to Segafredo and Krocodile.
News? It's his bday on the 8th, and I'm invited to his bday bash on Saturday, the 10th. Can somebody explain to me how on earth can he invite me when the girl will be there??? I didn't ask him this question, but he explained...Sandali lang naman raw kasi siya dun dahil morning ang schedule nya the following day. Oh well. Bahala na. I'll see if I can squeeze him in my schedule. Hehe=)
News 2: A guy 5 years younger is hitting on me. Eew. Sa 7 months younger nga nahihirapan ako e, 5 years pa! And, he's part of my backyard. Yes. Officemate, so forget it kid. No shittin' in your own backyard!
News 3: Mariel, Noel and I went to Aruba last night. After such a long time, nag-bar ulit kami. Naiingayan na ko sa loob ng bar. Tinatamad na kong sumayaw. I YAWN while watching the band. We went home at 1am. That's it...we're getting old.=(
News 4: Teza's leaving for the States. Client visit for 2 weeks. Naks. Good luck my friend! Happy Trip! And, if opportunity knocks there, GRAB IT!!! TNT ka na lang! Hehe!
I guess that's it. Life's pretty boring lately...
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