TODAY.
"It's been a while since you've been quite so tuned in to another person, and you're not quite sure how to handle this degree of closeness. Given your amazing intuition, however, you really shouldn't worry. You'll figure it out."
I was just wondering about my "status" with Jed earlier and even talked to someone about it, and suddenly, I get this horoscope from my email. True, I don't know how to handle the "degree of closeness" that we now have...
Jed is a special person from the past. He was my boyfriend for the longest time (well, 2 years is a long period for me already considering the type of relationships that I had). I was 20, he was 23...and we were so much in love.Ü Also, he was the one that turned me into a woman, if you get what I mean. He was my "first time". I guess the most important experience with him that I can remember is that, he was the guy I had "marriage talks" with. We spent a lot of time exchanging ideas as to what motif we're going to have, who the flower girls will be, the ninongs and ninangs, where it's going to be held...These kinds of stuff. And it was fun and reassuring to know that I am actually talking about marriage and weddings with ME as the bride-to-be.Ü Until of course, we had to part ways, and he married someone else.
Now their separated after almost 3 years. And we're back to seeing each other again. We've been having dinner at his place, watching dvds, malling...And it just makes me wonder, are things going to be complicated for us again if I continue seeing him, or is it possible for us to remain good friends?
Based on my horoscope, I shouldn't worry much about it. So be it. I'll just take things one at a time, and enjoy moments with him. Who knows, maybe we are really bound to be just friends and I'm the only one thinking ahead and making things complicated.

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