FIRST REAL FIGHT.

Last friday, we had our first real fight. I woke up at 6 in the morning, did my usual morning rituals, and received a call that changed the aura of my day.

It was an issue with regard to being demanding and selective amnesia.

Being demanding..."You are half way demanding!" Whatever that means...and it goes on and on..."I'm sorry if I can't give you all the time and attention that you need...Maybe you are better off with Jed since lagi mo siyang kasama and it seems that he can ALWAYS be there for you unlike me...Maybe you're making up reasons to ditch me para magkasama na kayo...". Pathetic. Passing the ball kind of shit.

Selective amnesia..."You are making up stories that I intentionally forget to text you or call you..Hindi lang ikaw ang nagrereklamo about that [malamang. kasi dalawa kami]. Isn't that proof enough that I am not doing that INTENTIONALLY???" God.

After hearing all this for an hour, all I can do was say that it's ok and fine, forgive him. After all, I am in no position to demand and freak out everytime these demands don't get prioritized.

And so, I shall just wait for him to look for me, text me, call me.

Which was not a bad idea after all...He came calling and texting the following day, as if nothing happened. But when I reacted differently, trying hard na kunyari it doesn't really matter if he calls or not, he apologized for his behavior. Sana nga totoo that I do matter to him kahit konti.